Don’t forget to smile! DFTS.
I can only nod my head and smile because there are a million things I’d like to say to you and Im afraid they’ll all come out at once. It’s true. I miss you.
When I see your smile and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you.
Did the sun come out or did you just smile at me?
Dear Diary, I couldn’t have been more wrong. I thought that I could smile and nod my way through it. Pretend like it would all be okay. I had a plan. I wanted to change who I was. Create a life with someone new. Someone without the past. Without the pain. Someone alive. But it’s not that easy. The bad things stay with you. They follow you. You can’t escape them as much as you want to. All you can do is be ready for the good. So when it comes you invite it in. Because you need it… I need it.
Dear Diary, today will be different. It has to be. I will smile and it will be believable. My smile will say ‘I’m fine. Thank you.’ Yes I feel much better. I will no longer be the sad little girl who lost her parents. I will start fresh. Be someone new. That’s the only way I’ll make it through.
It’s good to just smile and go on with your day.