I been thru some shit man, but I be on my shit man. I decided that what you give is what you’re given, so I been tryna do it right. I been doing like whatever gets me thru the night… What a life.
The harder you fall, the higher you bounce.
And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow.
Dear Diary, this morning is different. There is change. I can sense it. Feel it. I’m awake. For the first time in a long time, I feel completely and undeniably wide awake. For once I don’t regret the day before it begins. I welcome the day. Because I know I will see her/him again. For the first time in a long time, I feel good.
Dear Diary, today will be different. It has to be. I will smile and it will be believable. My smile will say ‘I’m fine. Thank you.’ Yes I feel much better. I will no longer be the sad little girl who lost her parents. I will start fresh. Be someone new. That’s the only way I’ll make it through.
I predict this year is going to be kickass! And I predict all the sad and dark times are over and you are going to be BEYOND happy.
I feel good, which is rare, so I’ve decided to go with it. Fly free, walk on sunshine and all that stuff.
And I know this world is so cold and deceiving but I keep my head up like my nose is bleeding.
If God give me breath in 20 more years, I see myself changing the world because my thought patterns are so opposite of whats the norm. So I would have to change the world or I have to be changed by the world.
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
I haven’t had that one great love which is good. I don’t want that to be in the past, I want it to be in the future.